I really don't know when I can post again, really I don't. I feel so shameful and low. I can't post anything positive so therefore I don't feel I can post at all, it's getting too tiresome. I'm sorry. I really do appreciate each and every comment you have left for me. Maybe soon I can get back to writing. Until then I guess this is kind of redundant. I just don't know for how long.
I truly disgust myself right now and don't feel much like facing anyone, even in the whole 'blogosphere.'
I'm sorry I can't be more positive.